Just Damn!!

Here i am again...
sitting here mourning about today...yesterday....
not knowing what will happen tomorrow ...
not knowing what will happen even after this time of hour

I'm done being blaming for those thing I didn't do
I'm done being blaming for those thing I didn't wanna do
how can I see these unfortunate events will come to me
how can I see
I am not an interpretor
who can see the future
I am just a normal human being

and yet
here I am...
Being blamed for those things
and yet
here I am ...
just accept the accuses
just because I want to make they happy
but yet
I keep saying to myself
"Stop IT !!Just STOP IT!!"
but yet i am a clown
make everyone happy but not myself
and I just keep...
Going on and on and on

Times after times
I sat down here
To ease everything that I felt
Trying to be the best that I can
Do what ever I can do
To be a better man

because love is just a thing

that u have to sacrifice something

to make it the best love you ever had

Some people says that

If you love something

Then you have to let it go

If it yours it will come back

To you arms

But I wont do that

Because my love

Is something that cannot be describe

I wont let it go

I just wont