Just Damn!!

Here i am again...
sitting here mourning about today...yesterday....
not knowing what will happen tomorrow ...
not knowing what will happen even after this time of hour

I'm done being blaming for those thing I didn't do
I'm done being blaming for those thing I didn't wanna do
how can I see these unfortunate events will come to me
how can I see
I am not an interpretor
who can see the future
I am just a normal human being

and yet
here I am...
Being blamed for those things
and yet
here I am ...
just accept the accuses
just because I want to make they happy
but yet
I keep saying to myself
"Stop IT !!Just STOP IT!!"
but yet i am a clown
make everyone happy but not myself
and I just keep...
Going on and on and on